letter to Edik, the police and the court

translation of the letter to Edik:)

Due to the attack at the 5.8.2014 I send a letter to Edik, the offender, the police and the court!!!

20.8.2014
Dear Edik
Dear police
Dear court!!!
First of all a big thank you from the heart for all the work the police did, at the day of the happening and at the day after. And that I could sleep at your station two times. I participated in the procedure of more the 30 hours because I feel that you want to and will make your country safe.

Dear Edik,
first I want to say thank you for the hours that we spent together. For your invitation, both of us guests at a wonderful and friendly families home, and for the time we walked together.
Than after you rested, I came in touch with the other side in you. I can not remember the punches that you gave me because I was unconscious. The sound with all its power (of the second punch), against my right jaw, I can hear and perceive by now in my memory. I would have never thought that you would take your foot as a help.
The doctors report is showing the result.
Today it is 15 days that it has happened and I am happy that the blue around my eyes has healed. The jaw I can nearly open – without pain. The bone of the nose is still hurting and I have the feeling that it was or still is broken. What is still left is a numb feeling at the left side of the nose, the left part of the upper lip (it is still hanging down a bit) and inside of the mouse. The right upper side of the jaw feels still numb too.
Further on there is light tensions at the base of the skull up to the ears and I am feeling a bit dizzy. The spine in the lower part of the neck and the upper vertebra is not in the right place.
I spent one week in Kutsai for recovering, than I continued to walk.
I am sure that I will be healed completely, as it is becoming better and better every day. And I got the healing support over the distance and prayers from many friends and healers, what made the recovery process much faster.
When I look back to the happenings, I saw while looking deeply, that you already had compassion with me and that perhaps even already at this time you felt slightly uncomfortable with your brutality. I could perceive your compassion for example in the fact that you gave back my credit card and that you left me 10 Lari.
For that I want to thank you!
I wish, that, perhaps, you learnt something with this attack; perhaps you have been brutal like this a last time to somebody. Than all this had a sense.
The judges can just decide now and measure the facts and the understanding/insights of the one who attacked. Is he really regretting? Is a punishment not really necessary anymore?
In fact, when you are really regretting, this regret can change your behavior in the future. It has not been talked about the money yet, what is, said honestly, compared to the physical violence against me not so important. Probably I will not see it again. And it is not so important for. Honest regret means for me too that you do not use this money for yourself. But that you offer this money (if it is not possible to give it back to me), to somebody else who is in trouble or in need. Perhaps the regret will not come now or during the process. But if some when in your life (perhaps in some years or month) you will really regret, it can helpr to donate this money for somebody.
I am walking for peace, in me, in people I meet and for all people, for nature, animal, the earth…I go with nearly no money ( all money I have is from donations). In the evening I knock at the doors and ask for a sleeping place and for food.
I am happy and grateful in my life and for my life. Although I am not healed completely yet, I am on a good way with all the help of dear people and friends.
And just shortly after the attack and for sure still now I have forgiven you. I went with the police back to the place of the attack and a second time by myself. I looked to my fears, I worked on it, I sang for it and prayed. I want to be open for every new meeting, without being naiv, but my fear of “others” or “possible offenders” can not be there or rule over me.
This is a universal rule for me that I carry deep in myself:
“When I hurt somebody else physically, in the mind or soul, I hurt myself in the first place.” This is an experience I made often by myself.
And it is a fact: When I create peace in myself, I experience peace in my surroundings (and this even when something not peaceful is happening to me).
Dear Edik,
Although you attacked me, I see all the good sites in you, and some of them I could even get to know – this was a pleasure for me. And I see that these good aspects are stronger. That is beautiful.
I wish blessed Being and Peace for all of us and a ray of light from my heart.

A hug from the heart
Thomas