I wish ‚I am free‘

I wish ‚I am free‘
I wish I am free from reacting to any abuse. So it would show me, that I have worked through of all the pain of aversion inside of me.
I wish I would be free on reacting
– to loud shouting and commanding tone
– to agressive behaviour
– to abusive language
– to cheating on the market
– to …..
– to …..

I wish I could react only with love and compassion
Because I would realize, any abuse of someone towards me has nothing to do with me, it’s the action of someone else.

But as long I react with language, or reaction in any other way (except with love and compassion), also if it is ‚only‘ by generating another sensation such as a tension or uncomfort or so, I am not free. It shows me, that I have still seeds of aversion in me.
I wish I could be free from all this deep routed defilements
I wish I could be free
I wish ‚I am free‘

And I will continue working on that freedom, that liberation, by observing and not reacting to all these sensations in myself.

Until
I am liberated
Until
I am free

I wish ‚I am free‘
I wish I would be free

Free of any craving for
– for a protected place to rest and relax
– for caring and loving people around me
– for safety
– money in my pocket
– for place in the nature without any disturbance
– for love on any level
– for good feelings
– for …..
– for …..

Free of craving for any comfortable sensations in myself…..

It would show me to fully relax and having arrived in totally acceptance in everything what is.

Love and compassion could grow….

It would show me, that I have worked through all these deep rooted craving defilements. The seeds of craving would be eradicated…..

And I will continue working on that freedom, that liberation of craving defilements, by observing and not reacting to all the sensations in myself.

Until
I am liberated
Until
I am free