Age

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So its one year later now, and my next birthday is coming again in the end of march. Since last year I count backwards, so this year, I become 52. And the best thing is, the day after I am already 51 and 364 days.

Its interesting to witness the process in getting younger. Sometimes I think, I should even make a greater step towards being younger in age, just jumping to 35 or so. But for now…..
Nearly every day I have to tell someone how old I am. When I say 53, sometimes there is something coming in mind, ahh, there was something else, but I still go with it. Sometimes I doubt, if that is right, but all together I am still fine. Sure, I was born in 1962, then I counted forward, as everyone did, from last year on I counted backwards. If I get people to know better, I don’t hide with this.
I see my body is still doing some changes, but very often I tell him and my mind, I do not accept.

Last month, still in the resting period in Rishikesh, people started to guess my age much older, like 60, even 70, and one time, someone said, I guess you must be very old, and he was somewhere around 79. Upps, that was a bit strange, but I also felt, I don’t care so much…. In the moment I started walking again, all the guessing went to much younger again. So surprising. So they said, 45, or around 40…. hihihi so funny, but for me a sign, to walk is still good. I am on the right path.

I know all the cells and atoms in our body get all the time renewed. So why should they stop to do so? That would be such a stupid game. If we have to die to a specific day, why should I not be fit until then. There could be some kind of sign a year before, or some month before, and then I know, ok, time is coming to leave this body. At a specific age puberty starts, at around my 46 1/2 year I felt, as if someone had pushed a button, to age. What’s that?, a program?. I refuse to agree with that program. I just do.
I also refuse to believe, teeth can not grow anymore in the body. I know, every cell has the ability to do everything in the body. So, if I need new teeth, why are the cells not doing it? And I want to have the experience of getting on a natural way new teeth again. And I am fully open to get to know, how that works.

Sometimes my mind already forgot, in some moments, that the most people count forward, he understands I am moving forward to 27!!!. Yes.

Article from 18th of May 2017

Maybe this is something to smile, but it feels good….????

Last year I was 54. Two times 27

27 is a age a really like. Maybe it’s the best age in my opinion. Even when I was 27, I kind of felt it, I realised it also then. I was grown up. I had my own life. I got more confident, what I liked in life…..

Now, when I write this, I realize, that was the time, when I ‚woke up‘ first. It had to do with coming in contact with harmonic singing. That really brought me back to my heart. So, it’s maybe also a rhythm, a circle of 27 years  (I don’t know how many circles of 27 I will make….. – its also 9×3/3×9)

I don’t know how long it is ago, I said inside to myself: when I am 80 I want to feel, to be like 27 again. By this I mean bodily fitness, freshness, open minded, knowing there is still so much coming…… and for sure I want to keep all my experiences with me.

Until I was 46 1/2 I never felt any difference between 27 or younger and than. Then suddenly I could see – yes it’s true, this guy or this girl, they are somehow younger.

When I started the peace walk, I already new that I had to kind of come closer to 27 again and that I kind of have to work on it. I thought I would find some technique or something else – I did not know what- what could help me to come closer or get in the direction to 27 again…..

Anyway, nothing really showed up yet, and I turned one year older than 54. That day, or very close by, I thought, from now on I do the first steps by counting backwards. Means, when I do the next circle of 27 years, I am back at 27!!!!

Uuuuhhh. I really really like that. So, 54 (+) -1 year is exactly 53!!!! That feels so good, getting wiser and year by year closer forward my real age 27!!!! I love it so much.

Are you smiling now?

I do!!!!

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